title:Superman?
date:Monday, June 21, 2010
I had never imagined that I will ever do that...
Maybe I am just too tired..
Actually , I dont want to do this, But do i really have a choice?
I have no choice...
So I had to put a strong front to you...
I have to do this in order to continue moving on...
Or I will be stopping at the same spot..
I dont feel good at all actually..
Cause this is not the thing i want initially...
Looks like life has choices , Choices has its consequences...
Maybe or there's no maybe at all...
If superman can fly, Let me be in the sky and stay...
Cause saving the earth is tiring...
But i will still save , Dont ask whether he shed a tears before..
Cause superman dont shed tears easily...
Hmm..Everytime think of you , I will smile but not really happy
Maybe this is how far we can go ba..
title:
date:Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Raining the whole night...
looking up the sky....
Only can see lightning and raindrops...
People are walking along with umbrella..
I have nothing with me but memories and you and me....
All these memories are washed away by the rain....
There are nothing left for me but sorrow...
You used to bring me an umbrella during rainy days...
But now... you have gone.. far far away.
I am sitting underneath the bridge....
Holding on tight...Hoping that i could forget everything
But it wasn't easy .....
As it goes longer...
The rain began to be heavier...
All the thngs around me is cover by the raindrop...
There is nothing I could see....
Out of the blue.. Something came to my mind..
It was your smile... The smile that is etched in my mind...
I couldn't forget it...
Thinking of smile..icried...
Icired that i neglect you...
Icried that you are not with me..
As my tears began to drop , The rain goes heavier...
I keep on asking myself : "where are you?"
But there is no definite answer to my question..
Now then I think of you..
I know I am eco-centric..
Ishould have treasure you from the start and
not cryin over spill milk...
I miss you alot..
Maybe the road between us ends at here...
I stopped.. Or you just move without me?
I cant reach to you...
Is that the best that i could do?
Is it the way solution to the problem?
No one knows the answer..
Then , i stood up ..And walk..
Tears are dropping..
I dont want to let others see my emotions..
I walked in the rain..
Cause by walking in the rain, no one knows i am crying..
Sorrow and misery for this night..
I walked pass the place where we first met..
But I just cant feel your presence....
You always been a person that supports me..
Always being a pillar that supporting me...
Perhaps I am taking you for granted...
What you have dont for me...I took it for granted..
I'm missingyou now...
But what can i do? you already left me...
Iloveyou. but i cant do anything now..
Happiness or blissful?
fortunate or blessings?
Maybe I have once fortunate ...
To be close with you..
But even now you are here..
The feelings is nolonger as firm as the first time...
Or maybe i should give my blessing to you..
maybe this is the best way..
After you have lost it , then you will cherish it..
maybe i am not the one you are looking fo ba
Maybe i dont worth it?
or maybe i am stll not trustworthy..
now the rain has stopped..
My journey havent end...
i still have a long way to reach my destination..
Hope we can be together after a few more years...
Life is just like a boat...
It will capsized anytime..
End~
To Be Continued............
title::DDDD
date:Friday, June 11, 2010
Recent post all sad sad one..
write something happy :D
This fews weeks i'd been doing the same things over and over....
So i am going to change...
since making you happy or pleased you you don't like
now i a not going to pleased you...
try back your own medicine now :D
see what a person you are actually...
you all may not knw whta am i saying but you soon will find out
This is our method of playing. then take back all ..
I am returning all to you...
you dont want anything. I wont give yo or pleased you anymore i swear!
Like to play , now is the time..
Iam getting tired of you ....
is you the one make it worse...
You want worse things to happen ...
DOnt believe ? TRY ME!~
title:
date:Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Hmmm.. It been 7months plus since i know you..
Then i like you for 6 months...
These 6 months in our conversation have Happiness and sorrow..
But We really never take it seriously....
cause tmrw will be a better day....
Not i dont want t let go.
Is just I Like you till very deep le...
Ask me to go back is very hard....
not i always want to be like that to you..
Is Because i really care for you......
Maybe i am someone who cannot express myself ba...
Maybe iam someone who may not be the one for you...
Or Maybe you realy dont know how i feel?
Perhaps i am thinking too much...
Or is just my wishful thinking...
Maybe to you i am just a message partner,
who message you just to kill time??
Or you just use me as a replacement ?
These question keep come to my mind ....
It's hard to answer...
6months of waiting...
I finally let go...
How silly i am...
Who do i like you, when i know we will never be together...
i really dont want to let go..
But is very hard ver tired to carry on....
just when i got to know you better , then i let go...
isn't it very funny?
How naive i can be think that we'll be together...
It's just like a dream...
Or a nightmare...
maybe or no maybe...
I still say i want marry you.
These kind of frivoltity i myself have...
What a juvenile i am....
But everything we talked about in our conversation is all truth
I really meant it....
Hah , i broke my record of messaging you too...
20000+ messages... :D
I also broke record for never lie to you...
Hais guess all these doesnt matter anymore luh...
We used to have long messages before sleep.
but no more luh.
I used to write storys for you...
We used to use Jaja as many things
I still remember how i know you
hw i first talk to you..
wheni first sent you home
When i first say or do many things to you
I really hope to continue...
But you cant....
You stop there.. While i needto move on...
All these things began to stop slowly....
nomore long messages.. no more storys
nomore jaja...
Everything gone...
All gone at a glance...
Why all these things happen when i can do many things with you..
I wanted to go out with you..
so i saved $250 to go out with you
I want you to be happy when we g out
I want to catch movie with you
Bring you go universal studio
Go singapore flyer...
Watch Stars..and lastly sent you home...
but guess what...
No need already.........
let bygone be bygone....
Let's start afresh...
Let"s be friends....
