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date:Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Hmmm.. It been 7months plus since i know you..
Then i like you for 6 months...
These 6 months in our conversation have Happiness and sorrow..
But We really never take it seriously....
cause tmrw will be a better day....
Not i dont want t let go.
Is just I Like you till very deep le...
Ask me to go back is very hard....
not i always want to be like that to you..
Is Because i really care for you......
Maybe i am someone who cannot express myself ba...
Maybe iam someone who may not be the one for you...
Or Maybe you realy dont know how i feel?
Perhaps i am thinking too much...
Or is just my wishful thinking...
Maybe to you i am just a message partner,
who message you just to kill time??
Or you just use me as a replacement ?
These question keep come to my mind ....
It's hard to answer...
6months of waiting...
I finally let go...
How silly i am...
Who do i like you, when i know we will never be together...
i really dont want to let go..
But is very hard ver tired to carry on....
just when i got to know you better , then i let go...
isn't it very funny?
How naive i can be think that we'll be together...
It's just like a dream...
Or a nightmare...
maybe or no maybe...
I still say i want marry you.
These kind of frivoltity i myself have...
What a juvenile i am....
But everything we talked about in our conversation is all truth
I really meant it....
Hah , i broke my record of messaging you too...
20000+ messages... :D
I also broke record for never lie to you...
Hais guess all these doesnt matter anymore luh...
We used to have long messages before sleep.
but no more luh.
I used to write storys for you...
We used to use Jaja as many things
I still remember how i know you
hw i first talk to you..
wheni first sent you home
When i first say or do many things to you
I really hope to continue...
But you cant....
You stop there.. While i needto move on...
All these things began to stop slowly....
nomore long messages.. no more storys
nomore jaja...
Everything gone...
All gone at a glance...
Why all these things happen when i can do many things with you..
I wanted to go out with you..
so i saved $250 to go out with you
I want you to be happy when we g out
I want to catch movie with you
Bring you go universal studio
Go singapore flyer...
Watch Stars..and lastly sent you home...
but guess what...
No need already.........
let bygone be bygone....
Let's start afresh...
Let"s be friends....
