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date:Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Raining the whole night...
looking up the sky....
Only can see lightning and raindrops...
People are walking along with umbrella..
I have nothing with me but memories and you and me....
All these memories are washed away by the rain....
There are nothing left for me but sorrow...
You used to bring me an umbrella during rainy days...
But now... you have gone.. far far away.
I am sitting underneath the bridge....
Holding on tight...Hoping that i could forget everything
But it wasn't easy .....
As it goes longer...
The rain began to be heavier...
All the thngs around me is cover by the raindrop...
There is nothing I could see....
Out of the blue.. Something came to my mind..
It was your smile... The smile that is etched in my mind...
I couldn't forget it...
Thinking of smile..icried...
Icired that i neglect you...
Icried that you are not with me..
As my tears began to drop , The rain goes heavier...
I keep on asking myself : "where are you?"
But there is no definite answer to my question..
Now then I think of you..
I know I am eco-centric..
Ishould have treasure you from the start and
not cryin over spill milk...
I miss you alot..
Maybe the road between us ends at here...
I stopped.. Or you just move without me?
I cant reach to you...
Is that the best that i could do?
Is it the way solution to the problem?
No one knows the answer..
Then , i stood up ..And walk..
Tears are dropping..
I dont want to let others see my emotions..
I walked in the rain..
Cause by walking in the rain, no one knows i am crying..
Sorrow and misery for this night..
I walked pass the place where we first met..
But I just cant feel your presence....
You always been a person that supports me..
Always being a pillar that supporting me...
Perhaps I am taking you for granted...
What you have dont for me...I took it for granted..
I'm missingyou now...
But what can i do? you already left me...
Iloveyou. but i cant do anything now..
Happiness or blissful?
fortunate or blessings?
Maybe I have once fortunate ...
To be close with you..
But even now you are here..
The feelings is nolonger as firm as the first time...
Or maybe i should give my blessing to you..
maybe this is the best way..
After you have lost it , then you will cherish it..
maybe i am not the one you are looking fo ba
Maybe i dont worth it?
or maybe i am stll not trustworthy..
now the rain has stopped..
My journey havent end...
i still have a long way to reach my destination..
Hope we can be together after a few more years...
Life is just like a boat...
It will capsized anytime..
End~
To Be Continued............
