title:night beckons
date:Sunday, November 21, 2010
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This is a simple post like other posts that i have write previously..
Things may look very ordinary and simple to us ..
But everything hidden in it , is a mystery , an enigma..
Overcome all those obstacles makes you stronger..
But there are sure some difficulties that is hard to go through..
This is the start of all unhappiness..
When you are just born , you move freely..
no troubles for you ...
But when months goes by , you having more things to do ..
That is learning how to crawl..
you grow into a toddler..
Then years goes by ..
You starting to walk and talk..
this is time that we are free , no worries..
This is just the heading
This is to somebody , not you , is to a guy my friend
You gave it all you had ,
You put in all your efforts ,
You try on everything to please her,
try not to quarrel ...
But things just come out the opposite..
this is what we get back when we put in wholeheartedly in love
We get ourseleves hurt ,sorrow , pain ? why all this?
Is this whatwe should get?
We dont want anything back more from all of you ...
We dont need alot of things , is just that will all of you understand how we feel?
Spare a thought for us ? can ?
Then When they are stil there for you , you all dont cherish
Then when they are gone , you want them back ,
isnt it eco-centric?
But most of all , we have never regret choosing this path..
Just feel that all the efforts have gone to vain ..
But we still wait for miracles ?
how naive , dont we..
But we cannot do anything. .
only till that time you all will know how we feel..
We will stil give you all chance to change
Alot of chances is given..
we Change for you?
many things is for you all ...
This path also marks an new era for us..
This is something we should treasure from the start..
Hope things will change..
i know no oe will ever saw this post , but try to let people who loves
you a chance...
this is all i had to say ...
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date:Friday, November 12, 2010
As day goes by , I am thinking back how was i during the past 5 years :D
When the time i get back my PSLE result , That day marks on a new era..
When i know that i am posted to Bartley , I am sad..
seperation with friends ..
But during the first oreintation , I realise that i can make new friends here
People from different school , different faces , different paradigms :D
They be your bestfriend ..
Sec 1n2 , the most memorable class for me ,
I know All my Bestfriends there
Louis Chua , Checklam , Macric ,Samantha ,Hweeyen , Eunice , Clement ..
Then others from other classes :D
We share our happiness andsorrows together..
We been thru thick and thin ..
These are unforgetable memories for me..
But i didnt cherish that are i am still immature..
I went to exposed their secrets, revealing everything..
They started to detest me ..
but during that time, i wasnt bother by that ...
I thought that sec2 they will still be in myclass
Sec2 , my wish came true , i was promoted to sec2..
They are still there , But i didnt treasure it ...
I am still the number 1 loudspeaker..
I do things making people angry. ..
But i wasnt happy , i thought what i d can
make me happy but i am wrong..
Then when i realised my mistake ,trying to start anew,
They chnged their attitude towards me ,
Then i know it is hardfor them to trust me..
They all detested me for almost the wholeyear ..
I thought that i couldatract their attention , but failed..
Sec 3 .. Everyone was posted to different class , then i noticed
Friendship is important..
I try to be nice to them..
Some dont really trust , some forgave me..
This gives me hope ..
Then i know friendship is vital.. But again i took it for granted..
I thought this is okay , i go back into my old ways..
But this time they really never return..
SEc4
Everything changes, the people all changes in the surroundings..
No more jokes ,no more fun , no more together stay back in school and play
from then ,i know that things werent same anymore , people start to get suspicious
,Backstabber ,hypocrites and superficial people..
Then i know , there wasnt any fun already..
Everyone was studying already ..
Getting prepared for N level ...
Sec5
All the friends became to get closer , they know that this is the last year for them..
So whatever jokes they made on me , i try to take it ..
:D They are still the best people i had known so far..
They trust me over these years , but i didnt notice~
Now thinking all these , make me realise that i shouldnt have do all that during the past,
But time is lmited..
So Thank you my friends :D
Maybe you wouldnt have see this but you all are still the best . :D
title:Relinquish one's hold
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Hi peeps !
I am back again ..
But this time is not a pleasant thing to post..
Putting a cold shoulder on me ...
So cold that polar bears can live there..
Thought everything was fine ,
Ya THOUGHT was fine~
But in the end still get the same treatment ,
Well , is alright..
Getting used to it...
But It wasn't fine at all ..
See all your reply yourself?
It's okay for you to do all this ,
I am fine with it...
I just pretended to be the same ,
See what you have up next?
Who ask me to like you?
I also cannot do anything..
I just dont know how to express to you perhaps..
Maybe ,is not even enough?
okay I will go with the situation ...
用心再深看不出来..
Really cant understand you ?
Dont know what you really wants ,
You dont even tell , what we will know?
Everyday If I never take the initiative to text you
you wont even have the thoughts of texting me.
Is not that i am blaming you. .. .
Yea , Perhaps is unbearable for me..
Okay , This time I really give up ..
当你遇见一份除了我之外的温暖..
you will just go to that ba...
I really dont know how to love ...
What I do you dont like . . .. . .
Then that's it ba . . . . .
Alrights peeps...
Sorry for this sad post again
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date:Saturday, November 6, 2010
why I just cant get over you?
